ALL BETS OFF

OK, that's it, best behaviour henceforth.

Proud dad and daughter

I have given my younger, 'Spitfire' daughter the URL keys to this blog - alors, she will be looking over my shoulder and I will have to blog 'maturely' hereon.

Framed photo Anna gave me 

Sorry about that: I know we were looking forward to at least another year or two of madcap bloggerie, mais c'est finis.

Nissaki, stiv Agathi

I'm sad because I can't any more boast about her or tell endearing proud-dad tales.

Anna and Georgina

A new day dawns ...

Good cue for a song.

TEARS AND ELGAR

Poignant

Nimrod from the Enigma variations by Elgar

morning view from San Luca, Gouvia

"GOOD ON THE STRINGS"

Message sent me by an ignoramus, but it's so offensively off-beam I want to keep it - verbatim - to show others.  

"Chris your good on the strings, but to get even better, pay a close friends son to teach you more.

Just an idea, and company for you to play music with another musician."

THE SHORES OF ZACH

I like 'normal' stories.

They're hard to keep normal because the 'Writer' in one feels it has to kick in and jazz it up just because they're 'writers' ... the words have to dance on the page.

Elmore Leonard once told me,

"Anything that reads like I'm 'writing', that's it. Out it goes."

I'd like it if someone told me this story but I'd like it better if they kept it normal.

Zach Works ~

I tell this often and I try to pitch it outside Amazon but people say

"No no, keep it Amazon. We can pick up on terms like 'Lead' and stuff."

So I tell it how it's embedded.

Starship Decatur - I'm a lowly rep and over there is my lead, the piratical bearded Zach Works;  I'm telling you, that boy looked mean in those days. He's mellowed since then; a good woman will do that, take the outlaw out of an hombre. 

I had a query - must've been a big one to disturb The Man - but even as I approached his cubicle he whipped off the cans and  totally focused on my problem. There were Leads who'd see a peon approaching and lean further into their slacking, but not Zach. I never forgot the shock of his consideration. 

Cut to Pacmed and zworks is the other side of the world, carrying the White Man's Burden on the sub-continent. I 'borrowed' a CD by one Iris DeMent - captivated.

Cut even further to San Antone to where Steph and I had retreated to her mom's spread and I saw Iris was appearing in that musical paradise, Austin.

Vroom vroom off in ma-in-law's fancy Pontiac where I actually got to talk to ID. Maybe my English accent, anyway she had all the time in the world for me and midst chatting I mentioned a book being published by my old alma mater, Secker & Warburg.

"Gee, I'd really like to get a-hold of that when it comes out Stateside."

'Give me an address and I'll write to you when I know the American publisher and publication date.'

When I got back to Alamo Central I emailed my former assistante who'd taken over from me as PR supremo at Secker's, asked her for info' on the American edition.

"Why don't you just give me her address and I'll send her one of ours?"

Now, I must have exchanged my details because out of the blue came the sweetest hand-written note thanking me for fixing the book and if I was ever blah-blah-blah to be sure to yadda-yadda.

I keep that notelet in one of my Iris jewel cases: 

"Good lord! Is this actually from Iris DeMent herself?"

'Actually, it is ...  yes, Iris 'n' me ... we go way back.'

Cut to 0130hrs, June 9th. I've had a bellyful of birra down the Navigators and I'm fired up.

I gun up the jalopy to search out thenext bar. An Iris track kicks in - Banks of Jordan

As I juggled the steering wheel ... who knows? Maybe the sound of Iris' voice?  Maybe the image of that wingman Zach whipping off his headphones ....

I drove home with the clear image of those cans being whipped off with such lightning speed. Ridiculous what stays with one.

I described it to my girls pretty much when it happened and, years later, Georgina told me

"Dad, you remember that guy who was listening to his music and you needed something and he straightway paid attention to you? I was reading something and someone wanted to ask me something so I closed the book right away and said "Tell me."

Bread on waters. Respect.

* Iris ~ sounding her usual delicious ... the way she should.

GARDEN MEMORIES

 Genial stroll round the jungly garden, gone any definition to what had been paths, gone indeed many of the subtler paths themselves.

The view enhanced or hindred by these tall colourful plants come out of nowhere.

Proof of the power of habit and routine: as I come to certain parts along the paths or spots in the property, I often remember with complete clarity which curse or dark spell or oath I was trying to send out.

Very soon after the Theft (let's Capitalise out of respect), I realised from the copies of the photos of my jewelry used in my Will that most of the Chinese designs on the cufflinks were of signs - good health, wealth, happiness, spiritual harmony, physical safety, family power. So the obvious retaliation and self-medicatory thoughts and wishes should be visualising the opposite taking place.

Nothing. Not even a sodding stubbed toe-nail reported from either end, but it was a distraction from the shrieking oaths that went on inside my head as I stumbled around the stonking garden.

I can't remember precisely which bit of jewelry I'd been focusing on that day or which positive symbol I'd been beseeching the heavens to reverse and rain down hideous retribution, but I do recall quitting my farcical antics au jardin and heading up for a  lunchtime drink and meeting my mother and reeling back amazed at her normal appearance, rather than the flesh-peeling thief-thrashing retribution I'd been visualising for the previous three hours.

The same happened another time when one of the cuff-links prompted a marvelous and promising scenario of  picturesque Fast-n-Furious Vin Diesel-style motorway carnage. I gave my imagination free rein - I think my mother had said that her co-thief-cum-Fence was on the road.

I'd got so caught up in images of loose threads from cuff-link'd sleeves snagging at the crucial moment some juggernaut comes trundling round ... I felt an almost ghostly shock at the phone call that reported safe arrival.

SIGNAGE  ~ As I stumbled around with Sam at my heels, I came to the aggressive offensive signs pinned up by the neighbours Pali and it occurred to me that these paper messages were no more than milder Greek versions of what had been going on inside my own head during my 5 years 8 months' squandary of time in 'caregivery'. I think I'll tell my lawyer to just leave everything from now, that enough is enough.      
   

MALCOLM BRABANT - powerful new book

Action stations, Corfucian Irregulières. Pocket books out and run-don't-walk to buy our hero Malcolm Brabant's Bernardian-titled Malcolm Is a Little Unwell - a "brutally honest – and often darkly funny – account of his illness, and his battle for compensation." 

In a typically brave and modest email, Malcolm writes:

"Please excuse the slightly impersonal pitch. 

I'm hoping to persuade you to buy my e-book, 'Malcolm is a Little Unwell' which has just been published on Amazon's websites to critical acclaim.

The book describes my descent into insanity after I received a routine yellow fever vaccine. 

It also documents my attempts to get justice from the Big Pharma company whose inoculation poisoned me. There are no hard copies of the book. You can only download it on to a Kindle, or another smart device with a free downloadable Kindle app."

It is also on sale at Smashwords.com and here.

• facebook ~ Brabant v Sanofi Pasteur - Truth Now 

• Brabant vs Sanofi

We all know Malcolm Brabant, ffs - the familiar face and voice to us all via his sharp BBC reports.

Many of my posts passim have been improved if not inspired by Malcom's despatches from the firing line.

Try here.

Get out there and buy this book.

STAMARIL ~ The reason, MB believes, for the catastrophic events that overtook him, was a dose of Stamaril, a yellow fever vaccine, which he had received on April 15 2011. 

Since then he and his wife Trine have sought answers for his terrible terrible descent into a series of psychotic episodes after a routine jab. 

MILU is described as 'a brutally honest – and often darkly funny – account of his breakdown' and I believe it. It rings of our Mr Brabant.

• Daily Telegraph - psychosis.

• 'I thought I was the Devil, and I should kill my child' 

• ekathimerini: “He was unrecognizable,” his wife Trine Villemann says. Brabant explains he told her he was the Messiah, he tried to use his “powers” to make his Kindle fly and even wrote to his employers at the BBC telling them that he was ready to forgive them their sins."

• Fighting off the Demons - EnetEnglish ~ 

"'What have I learned from this?' he tells EnetEnglish. 'That there is a very thin dividing line between being sane and crazy... Being successful one minute and homeless the next'"

Buy. Read. Mobilise.

WHO WON THE IRAQ WAR?

Stewart en forme.

I ended up up watching the whole darned thing. So clever - where did MARS start? But of course, on an NBC backboard, leaping to a necklace on the anchor. 

SECRETS OF FACEBOOK "LIKING"

Something I've long wondered about - what really happens when I click 'Like'.

“Someone creates a page and starts posting photos, inspirational quotes or other innocent content.

You like the page and it now shows up regularly in your news feed. Anytime you interact with a post, that activity shows up in your friends news feeds.The more likes the page gets, the more it shows up.

The more comments each picture gets, the more power the page gets in the Facebook news feed algorithm. And that makes it more and more visible.”

DIAMONDS

SOULS OF OUR SHOES

ENGLISH AS SHE IS PERNOUNCED - only hard-core need apply

• Subtle taxing little divertissement. 
• To have even put it together to make sense would have required expert familiarity.
• I like these.

SLEEP ON SLEEP ON SLEEP ON

The gang had a heavy night last night - karaoke, which Im not into, so I indulged the rare pleasure of leaving them to their torpor and drove in to tidy Mum's plot - see that her grave is kept clean, like.

Jennie's eyes always glow when I leave early and i remember that Saki short story where 2 men are competing for some fragrant heiress and one of them with a job leaves and Munro quips that there is nothing more attractive than a man who leaves to do battle. 

When Steph joined Secker's, it took us a week to meet because I was always busy and when I got down to the Star & Garter, she was gone.

There'd been a connection from when she was shown round and I waved from my desk, on the phone as usual. We both admitted later that we yearned to meet: "I only joined them in the hope you'd arrive, then I had to catch my Hove train. I told Dad and he said 'so what's he like?' (she was engaged at the time). I said I dont know, he's always working.

And Dad wagged a finger at me, 'You watch that man. He's got his priorities right.'

"But i know there's a connection!"

"Watch him even more - he has his priorities right."

Ah, those days ....

Went down to the Cemetery (there's a first line there) and knelt down and scraped and troweled and weeded and tourists came by and of course there's the gravestone with Dad's title and his decor and they fall silent and then ask in hushed whisper if that was my dad and I look solemn and tell them that i'm actually tidying my mother's grave, just that we havent added her to the stone yet. 

"Went down to the Cemetery, down on mah knees, weed and trowel,
Whoahh, went down to the Cemetery, lord have mercy,
On my knees, weeded and troweled,
(What u think about that, Sonny?)
Was a bright sunny day but the tear ducts opened,
Just rocked back n forth, and mighty howled.

I'm just a motherless child ~ nobody now to care for me,
Whoo, just a motherless chile
Who in this world ... care for me?
I go down to Lidl, i can buy coffee, I can buy tea.

Grubbing at the gravestone, tourists silent with respe't
Turning the sod over mama, strangers silent in respect,
'That your pappy you be honoring?'
"Mama, too, just not got round to adding her
Just yet."

They moved on, singin' n cryin'.

Hi, Mum, how's it going? Up there in your Heavenly groove?
Well I'm here and trying, crying,
Fix some flowers like you'd want me to,
Played the church fair yesterday, got myself on Youtube"

whoooo - play it Sonny.

    

GIBSON FIREBIRD X

This has just ruined my morning.
I am still fooling with the website.

Features  

Specs  

LEGS ON THAT WOMAN - song for Caroline

Caroline has shoved me onto Youtube - first ever for me.

I sound appallingly feebler than I thought I did yesterday, what with Rob's cool amp gear.

But it's all cool because it has Denise wafting around.

I'm croaking my churchy composition, "View of the Cross", which I wrote with C in mind and had hoped to sing at last year's fair.

I liked the idea of standing up on God's acre before the Faithful and cheekily lauding Caroline's jambes jolies in full hearing of Him in his Heaven (not to mention Carolina's slightly more terrestrial boyfriend who was also there. Oh man, I do love to live dangerously. But I digress)

Disclaimer - I did worry about Mon Bon Dieu taking it the wrong way but I'm sure He knows about them dauber pins - prolly sneaked a peek when the cherubimbos weren't watching.

Lost My View of the Cross

Too many pulpits, not enough priests

Too many injuns, too many chiefs,

Too much taking for granted my Father's forbearance

With all my moaning and grief -

Something tells me i've lost my view of the cross.

Mister Moneychanger with your coats and your ties

To the bright lights no stranger where the women writhe,

You sent your boy to the best schools, your friends all got him jobs,

My Father sent his only Son to the Cross.

chorus: Dont block my view of the cross, mister,

Let your faith shine thru, 

It's the only view i've got, sister,

How Jesus died for me and you

Come on down, babe, won't you sit by me,

I'm just a lonely sinner, hoping for the Lord's mercy

I thought i was the bee's knees, thought i'd won the toss,

I shoulda read the small print on the cross 

Walking in the Garden of Gethsemane, in the cool of the day,

No hicksters no tricksters no enemies, or that's what the Good Book says

But they pinned him to the nearest tree so He could end his day

With a view, you get a good view from the cross

verse: Did you hear the cock crow, thrice on the dot?

Did you know the Galilean? of course you did not,

Peter's face in the firelight, talk about guilty and lost,

There's a man needs a good view of the cross

chorus - Dont block my view of the cross, mister,

Theres a green hill far away,

Jesus said to love one another, 

Or look pretty foolish come Judgment Day

Lean against me, girl, say you love me too,

You dont have to mean it, coz im so crazy 'bout you:

A woman like you at a good man's side,

Gates of Heaven open wide, 

Gabriel blow his trumpet and in you glide,

A one-woman view of the Cross.

Morning has broken, harsh words been spoken,

New sermons smokin' all over town,

I love her style, I crave her smile, I fear her good Greek wife frown ~

And the legs on that woman make a preacher lay the Good Book down. 

LINKED IN - Church Summer Fayre, June 1

 HOLY TRINITY SUMMER FAIR 2013

Wonderful merry Christian gathering at the church this Saturday June 1.

Baubles and bangles and jams and yams and sweetmeats and marmalades.

I won a ton of booze on the Tombola.

Appallingly ill-attended, an absolute disgrace - where were the 'faithful' who troop in each Sunday and genuflect a good knee and wave and clap with the best? Where were the huggers and muggers and slobbery kissers?

I bought the usual food and faffery - what I did not cough up for (but photographed from every angle with loud explanations for everyone within hearing) was a dinky gift-box of bad-taste tie and cheap cufflinks - almost as cheap as my mother accused my own 40-year collection of being after I'd confronted her over her filch and removal of my most precious possessions to Villa Thefti.

My stolen treasures (posts passim) are in my Will of January 2003, itemised for my two daughters. I had agreed to 'busk' at the Fayre and when I came to the line in Island in the Sun about being 'willed by my father's hand' I thought of my gals and cast a silent but fervent curse from God's garden out to the thieves.      

I liked the idea of even a naff church stall having on offer what I myself no longer possessed, thanks to their purloinment by a very Pillar of the Church in whose garden I was strumming.

Sincere Venom ~ I have a theory about casting ones prayers of spite on the waters. I know Le Bon Dieu is meant to be all about Love and Forgiveness and the rest of it and I'm sure the Tablets had some smallprint about not doing Evil and not asking for bad stuff to happen to people etc etc.

But when you think of all wishy-washy stuff that ascends on high each Sunday from the faithful, the anaemic requests that He has to sit thru each Sabbath, I bet a manly swinging dick of a curse, something with balls, is given just as fair a hearing. He might re-direct it to the Evil One below, but at least He will have considered it and I bet He has a sneaking admiration for anyone who sticks to his guns.

A merry gathering, as I say, and Rob valiantly kept the music going and was generous with his loan and advice of his tip-top gear - professional mic that wraps round the back of the head and clings close to the bouche  like all the top performers. The Echo went wildly out of tune but it was a wonderfully amped tunelessness.

 A dicey moment when a cool ginslinger turned up with Raybans and a decent Squier and proceeded to grope at the strings, but he lost interest after a while and shunted off.

MIDNIGHT TRAIN

Leaving now.

Gonna do some riding on that midnight train ...

I so loved that line I wrote a whole song around it:

"Gonna catch that late-night Bakerloo Line

You're too much woman, too much Strine,

I thought we'd make it - roundabouts and swings,

But I'm too Eton and youre too Alice Springs"

I'd met her at one of those wild Earls Court parties and I'd strummed good and we'd ended up with her bucking me around her camp bed.

But it didnt work out and she didnt let go once she'd seen my Finchley Road apartment.

I was going into town to buy a heavily reduced Yamaha at Vrionis but at the last minute gave the Echo a last chance and it played like a jewel.